FIRST THINGS FIRST, before the rest of my entry gets to my internship.
I made two videos of myself playing the piano.
if you hadn't already known, besides photography, piano is another i wouldn't imagine myself living without.

i quit piano lessons when i was 10, cuz classical was too boring and piano theory was driving me up the wall. Over the years, i gradually pick up the instrument by myself, but it was only the past 3 years have i became even more enthused about my piano cuz indie/britpop became a major influence to my playing and perhaps some of my work here reflected that as well.

i'm definitely not brilliant at playing the piano! but if you are curious and you want to add to my views......hee gogogo
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now on to how my life has revolved around my internship at a business media company.

The Four things I want to tell my boss.

Dear Boss,

1) TALK TO ME
2) Don't give me that condescending attitude when I have done something wrong.
3) Don't be all sweet and nice towards me for one second and be all cold and snappy the next. It makes me confused and frustrated.
4) Don't just talk to me when I have done something wrong. Tell me when I have done something right.


they left me staring at the PC, while they went merry making and blew birthday candles in the meeting room. my supervisor snapped at me for forgetting a simple code. i was unsure so i asked. Better than i didn't ask and made a mistake no? so there. in my mind i'm just repeating the words 'stick it out, stick it out to the end' so i don't have to shed anymore unnecessary tears in the storeroom anymore.


lunchtime is alone time with myself, having to sit with strangers at crowded food centres, same old story same old crowd. always ranting about their bosses, colleagues, their work pains. on one hand it is interesting to eavesdrop, on the other you start pondering of how work in the future can be so bleak.

I will take long walks, somewhere outside warm, breezy. Sit down at a secluded spot with a drink and watch the world go by. I wonder if anyone else shares the same lunch routine as me?

i had lunch with my colleagues the other day, it seems like the only thing they can talk about to each other is bitching about their bosses and colleagues. is working life that unhappy? my guess is 101% yes.

i would like to stay in school for a bit longer. so my life won't turn dull and ugly dealing with unhappy people.

come on people, stop bitchin' stop gossiping stop pushing blame stop mis-judging each other stop trying to save your own ass and cause someone's else demise. stop. stop. stop.
can't we all get along?

boofuckenhoo.