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FIRST THINGS FIRST, before the rest of my entry gets to my internship.
I made two videos of myself playing the piano.
if you hadn't already known, besides photography, piano is another i wouldn't imagine myself living without. :)

i quit piano lessons when i was 10, cuz classical was too boring and piano theory was driving me up the wall. Over the years, i gradually pick up the instrument by myself, but it was only the past 3 years have i became even more enthused about my piano cuz indie/britpop became a major influence to my playing and perhaps some of my work here reflected that as well.

i'm definitely not brilliant at playing the piano! but if you are curious and you want to add to my views......hee gogogo :hug:……

now on to how my life has revolved around my internship at a business media company.

The Four things I want to tell my boss.

Dear Boss,

2) Don't give me that condescending attitude when I have done something wrong.
3) Don't be all sweet and nice towards me for one second and be all cold and snappy the next. It makes me confused and frustrated.
4) Don't just talk to me when I have done something wrong. Tell me when I have done something right.

they left me staring at the PC, while they went merry making and blew birthday candles in the meeting room. my supervisor snapped at me for forgetting a simple code. i was unsure so i asked. Better than i didn't ask and made a mistake no? so there. in my mind i'm just repeating the words 'stick it out, stick it out to the end' so i don't have to shed anymore unnecessary tears in the storeroom anymore.

lunchtime is alone time with myself, having to sit with strangers at crowded food centres, same old story same old crowd. always ranting about their bosses, colleagues, their work pains. on one hand it is interesting to eavesdrop, on the other you start pondering of how work in the future can be so bleak.

I will take long walks, somewhere outside warm, breezy. Sit down at a secluded spot with a drink and watch the world go by. I wonder if anyone else shares the same lunch routine as me?

i had lunch with my colleagues the other day, it seems like the only thing they can talk about to each other is bitching about their bosses and colleagues. is working life that unhappy? my guess is 101% yes.

i would like to stay in school for a bit longer. so my life won't turn dull and ugly dealing with unhappy people.

come on people, stop bitchin' stop gossiping stop pushing blame stop mis-judging each other stop trying to save your own ass and cause someone's else demise. stop. stop. stop.
can't we all get along?

  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: The Helio Sequence - So Stop


Ella-marie Han
Current Residence: Singaporean
Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock, Indie Rock, Britpop
Personal Quote: In order to be irreplaceable, one must always be different.

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Shahsepram Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2012  Student Interface Designer
like your photos :)
scrfaceunited Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2011  Student Interface Designer
thank you so much for the fave ! watch me back please :D
1121113 Featured By Owner May 4, 2011
Happy Birthday. May it be a better year. And may all of your dreams and wishes come true this year :heart:
Birgit-Zartl-Art Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2011  Professional Traditional Artist
thank you :meow:
havockid Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2011
hey fellow sgian! :D great photos u have! it doesnt even feel like the typical"singaporea" shots. :D and it seems to have improved scrollign through the gallery!

anyway do join the sgdeviant slub if u arnt already in ithehe ^^
ella-marie Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2011
thank you!!!! :) Go the NOISE Festival Showcase at ION Orchard when you can to see other Singaporean works!!
havockid Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2011
haha i seldom look at noise, just happens every year but not much publicity...
feel free to join the grp~
hivesotto Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2011
thank you for the fav :bow:
Centauri54 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2011  Student General Artist
ella-marie Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2011
thanks for your comment!! I really appreciate it :heart:
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